Beginner coming out of Christianity

I totally understand. I was Christian for about 20 years, even though I have always practiced some form of Wicca. I suggest you read a book by Wayne Dyer titled, "Your Sacred Self"...it really taught me to remove labels and accept what I was capable of when I did. I have practiced many different belief systems, and honestly when you realize that they, and we,are all connected you will no longer feel guilty. Just keep it to yourself. You can still keep some of you Christian beliefs and rituals if they help you, but honestly, the best thing about Wicca is that you can be anyone you want to be. The Goddess is the Goddess and God is God in all forms. :-)